It is 3am. I am bright-eyed because I took a nap earlier yesterday. My home is calm. Everyone is asleep entering the dream realm I presume. I have been up writing and watching my usual YouTubers. It is very peaceful and quiet right now. Reflecting on my day yesterday, I remember a conversation with…
I was at work today and I was thinking. I was thinking about how good it feels to have overcome depression. I am still working on other things but not to have any more mind battles and thoughts of killing myself and no more negative thoughts. I can see clearly now. It really is…
It has?been a fight to keep my mind clean and free.?When I was depressed, I was preparing everything in my life for my transition.?I had a spirit of death on me.?Not understanding it was a spirit, not my thoughts or desires.??I found amazing godparents for my daughter.?My boys were already acting up and beginning…
I never expected to live this long. When my children were younger I made a plan for each child. I knew I would die by suicide so I first created a mental plan for each of my children. Since they had separate fathers I knew they couldn’t all go to one place, so I…
Who told you, you were not good enough? Who told you were less than. You are who Christ says you are. To find out who you are and what Christ says about you, you have to read the Holy Bible. However, after reading it, you have to believe it. You have to believe what…