The last couple of weeks I have been putting my life back together. However, June 25th was my wedding anniversary. The first 2 1/2 years were hell for me. On our wedding day, we got married in our pastor’s chambers. The ministry got us a hotel room for the evening to celebrate. My dad…
I was at work today and I was thinking. I was thinking about how good it feels to have overcome depression. I am still working on other things but not to have any more mind battles and thoughts of killing myself and no more negative thoughts. I can see clearly now. It really is…
It has?been a fight to keep my mind clean and free.?When I was depressed, I was preparing everything in my life for my transition.?I had a spirit of death on me.?Not understanding it was a spirit, not my thoughts or desires.??I found amazing godparents for my daughter.?My boys were already acting up and beginning…
Dearest gentle reader, To make it out of depression, I did not talk with a therapist or medication. I was freed from depression, low self-esteem, and all my other demons only by prayer, fasting, faith, and hope, so I will continue to conduct myself in the same manner. I never want to go back.…
I never expected to live this long. When my children were younger I made a plan for each child. I knew I would die by suicide so I first created a mental plan for each of my children. Since they had separate fathers I knew they couldn’t all go to one place, so I…