There is something in me that has to come out in order for me to go forward. I’m moving forward into my destiny, but something is in me. A stronghold that doesn’t belong to me. A stronghold that has been misplaced, and it has got to go. Sin has tainted my life, generational curses have…
It would have been really sweet if my story of getting saved and coming to know Christ was like many others. I hear stories all the time. How they were so happy to know Christ and how they wanted to tell everyone about him and what he had done for them. The stories are awesome;…
The last couple of weeks I have been putting my life back together. However, June 25th was my wedding anniversary. The first 2 1/2 years were hell for me. On our wedding day, we got married in our pastor’s chambers. The ministry got us a hotel room for the evening to celebrate. My dad along…
It is 3am. I am bright-eyed because I took a nap earlier yesterday. My home is calm. Everyone is asleep entering the dream realm I presume. I have been up writing and watching my usual YouTubers. It is very peaceful and quiet right now. Reflecting on my day yesterday, I remember a conversation with my…
I was at work today and I was thinking. I was thinking about how good it feels to have overcome depression. I am still working on other things but not to have any more mind battles and thoughts of killing myself and no more negative thoughts. I can see clearly now. It really is a…
Sometimes things in life happen that will cause us to have fear. Watching scary movies can cause fear and anxiety, or a bad car accident can cause, or seeing someone get abused or not knowing what your future holds can cause fear and anxiety. There are a lot of situations that we experience that can…
It has been a fight to keep my mind clean and free. When I was depressed, I was preparing everything in my life for my transition. I had a spirit of death on me. Not understanding it was a spirit, not my thoughts or desires. I found amazing godparents for my daughter. My boys were already acting up and beginning to…
Dearest gentle reader, To make it out of depression, I did not talk with a therapist or medication. I was freed from depression, low self-esteem, and all my other demons only by prayer, fasting, faith, and hope, so I will continue to conduct myself in the same manner. I never want to go back. I…
When I become fearful I acknowledge the fear, pray against it, and then listen to something that will motivate me to move forward. Sometimes it is the word of God or a motivational speaker. For some, it may be a song. Then I begin to move forward. After whatever I have listened to, to help…
Now the day is done. What is it you did today? How did you make a difference in your life as well as someone else’s life today? Did you step outside and allow the sun to kiss you? Did you smile at someone today? Did you hold the door open for someone today? I really…