It has?been a fight to keep my mind clean and free.?When I was depressed, I was preparing everything in my life for my transition.?I had a spirit of death on me.?Not understanding it was a spirit, not my thoughts or desires.??I found amazing godparents for my daughter.?My boys were already acting up and beginning…
Dearest gentle reader, To make it out of depression, I did not talk with a therapist or medication. I was freed from depression, low self-esteem, and all my other demons only by prayer, fasting, faith, and hope, so I will continue to conduct myself in the same manner. I never want to go back.…
When I become fearful I acknowledge the fear, pray against it, and then listen to something that will motivate me to move forward. Sometimes it is the word of God or a motivational speaker. For some, it may be a song. Then I begin to move forward. After whatever I have listened to, to…
Now the day is done. What is it you did today? How did you make a difference in your life as well as someone else’s life today? Did you step outside and allow the sun to kiss you? Did you smile at someone today? Did you hold the door open for someone today? I…
I never expected to live this long. When my children were younger I made a plan for each child. I knew I would die by suicide so I first created a mental plan for each of my children. Since they had separate fathers I knew they couldn’t all go to one place, so I…